Monday, April 26, 2021
The Reaction
Sunday, April 25, 2021
Sunday Stealing
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Saturday, April 24, 2021
Saturday 9: All I Ever Need is You
Unfamiliar with this week's tune? Hear it here.
1) The lyrics tell us that some men search for silver, some for gold. Are you wearing either silver or gold right now?
2) This song was a top 20 hit in the United States but sold much better in Canada. What's the first thing that comes to mind when you think of our neighbor to the North?
3) It's performed by one of pop's most successful duos, Sonny and Cher. Can you name another duo that made hit records?
4) In addition to their recording career, Sonny and Cher were TV stars. In a recurring sketch on their variety show, Cher played a "v-a-m-p: VAMP!" These characters were always sexy and seductive. Do you consider yourself a good flirt?
5) Sonny dropped out of high school in Inglewood, CA. Cher dropped out of high school in Fresno. What's the last year of education you completed?
6) Sonny first became Mayor of Palm Springs, and then represented the district in Congress. The city erected a statue in Sonny's memory. Tell us about a statue or monument in your town.
7) Cher is often described as outspoken. Ask her for her opinion on anything from politics to plastic surgery, and you will get a frank answer. Does "outspoken" apply to you, as well?
8) In 1971, when this song was popular, Sears sold a portable manual typewriter. Described at the time as, "lightweight for travelers," it weighed 10 lbs. Today the average laptop weighs half that. Do you own a typewriter?
9) Random question -- Which has gotten you out of more scrapes: your smarts, or your charm?
Friday, April 23, 2021
The Shot
Thursday, April 22, 2021
Thursday Thirteen
Wednesday, April 21, 2021
All of These Lines
Sometimes I look back over my life and wonder what I have done with it. What have I accomplished?
It's easy to count the thing I didn't accomplish. I didn't have children, which is the big one in the eyes of many folks (including myself). That makes me a DNA failure because I couldn't conceive.
Otherwise, though, I've had a good marriage.
We're not eating cat food for lunch. (I worry about this, that in my old age I will be reduced to eating cat food. I have no idea why it bothers me.)
We have a house that we built with our own four hands, my husband and me. I'm not sure many folks these days can say they did that, raised their own house up and nailed and painted and everything else it takes to build a house.
I have three college degrees. That was a lot of work and something that has helped me in many areas of life, from the way I approach people to the way I think about politics and life.
I worked in the legal profession for over 10 years.
The thing that stands out, though, are the lines. The lines of written words that I have published or shoved in a drawer.
Hundreds of thousands of them. Just not in a novel form. Put them all together, though, and there are thousands of pages.
I began publishing articles in local publications in 2004. I have estimated that over the years I have published about 7,500 articles for various newspapers and magazines. At 500 words each, which is a low estimate, that's 3.75 million words.
That is a lot of words. A book is about 300,000 words. So had I been writing books, I'd have written about 12 books, give or take.
This blog has 4,635 published posts. Many of those are photos more so than paragraphs or stories, but that's still a lot of posts. I've been posting in this particular blog since August 2006. That will be 15 years this summer.
All in all, not a bad showing, if one looks at all of these lines I've written over the years.
I don't think I'm finished, though.
Still other lines to come.
Monday, April 19, 2021
A Coyote Says My Husband (I am not so sure)
This coyote (or red fox) was not far from the house yesterday morning. I took the pictures through the window and was not using a tripod, so I am surprised any of them came out at all, especially since we have a screen on the window and I shake a bit now when I hold the camera.
Not the best photos in the world, but I thought my readers might like to see a wild coyote (if that is what it is). This one was smaller than some I've seen around here. This one was about as big as a small collie, perhaps. It was really too close to the house for comfort. And before anyone asks, no, I did not shoot it except with the camera.
My husband says it is a young coyote, anyway. I tend to think it might be a fox.
Sunday, April 18, 2021
Sunday Stealing
As I have stated previously, this was the summer of 1935. Me and my sweet little Toots made a lot of love that summer. We lived in two little rooms in the back of Grandmaw's house, and didn't have too much privacy. So we would wander around through the woods and hills, pick flowers, mountain teaberrys, done whatever suited our fancy, and made love behind every rock, stump and bush on Deer Creek from Ermon's cabin to the Trimble School House.Of course, Toots got in the family way, which generally happens after such carryin' on, like Maw would say. Once the word was out she was pregnant, everybody in the neighborhood started to count to see when she got that way -- before June 22, 1935, or after June 22, 1935. That was the most arithmetic some of them old people had done in 40 years.Old Uncle Lee Trimble, who rode his horse by our house every Saturday morning going to the store and post office, would stop and ask me, "Son, has lil' Tootsie broke down yet?"He done that for eight months solid, and I'd say, "No sir, Uncle Lee, she ain't had it yet."And he would say, "Well, shi-eet. I won't have anything to tell Maggie (that was his wife)" and ride on.I remember one time that summer, me and Sweetie Pie had been up on Deer Creek just kinda assin' around. It was a nice warm day. We found a place down below the Trimble School House where a lot of flowers and such was growing. The woods was pretty dry. We hadn't had any rain for about two weeks. We laid down behind a log in the sun and after about a half hour of extra good love making, we dozed off. We probably slept an hour.All at once I smelled smoke, and I raised up from behind that log to see what the hell was going on. And low and behold, the whole damn woods was on fire and burning to beat hell. I jerked on my britches and shoes and got Toots awake. We had one little narrow place to get through and we made a run for the creek. To this day I have never figured how them damn woods caught afire unless it was from that hot love making me and Toots had done.
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Saturday, April 17, 2021
Saturday 9: Don't Rain on My Parade
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2) In this song, Barbra Streisand warns everyone to not spoil her optimistic mood. What is something you're feeling really good about today?
5) When the stage version of Funny Girl was in pre-production, the part of Fanny was offered to actress Anne Bancroft, but she felt the songs were too difficult for her. Singer Eydie Gorme dropped out when told her husband, Steve Lawrence, could not play the male lead. Carol Burnett said she'd love to do it, but also admitted she thought she was wrong for the role. Running out of time and options, producer Ray Stark decided to give lesser-known Barbra Streisand a try . . . and the rest, as they say, is history. Has there ever been a time in your life when you were glad things didn't work out as you'd originally planned?
6) Funny Girl was the top grossing movie of 1968. #2 was 2001: A Space Odyssey. Given the choice, would you rather watch a musical or a sci-fi flick?
7) Streisand's favorite color is burgundy because it reminds her of when, as a little girl, she received a hand-knitted sweater as a gift and wearing it made her feel special. What color is your favorite sweater?
8) In 1960, she began performing in New York clubs but she had a hard time getting work because she was only 18 and most nightclubs wouldn't hire a girl not yet old enough to drink. Do you remember your first legal alcoholic beverage? What did you have?
9) Random question: How many people know the real you?
Friday, April 16, 2021
Let Me Know You're Here
Before my mother passed away in 2000 (gosh, so long ago), we had a discussion about the after life. I don't believe in heaven and spending time bowing to Jesus - doesn't sound like much fun, really - and I am ok with turning into ant food.
I do think, though, there is a spiritual part of living creatures that goes into the universe. Sometimes it stays whole, sometimes it moves on to another star. We're all breathing the air of our ancestors.
My family didn't raise me with religion. We didn't attend church. I went to church for a while after I turned 18, and was baptized, but as the evangelicals rose, my interest waned. I wanted no part of what they were preaching. They preach a small god. My goddess is vast and encompasses everything, and is all about love and goodness. She has no time for the pettiness of a small god, and the preachers I heard preached a very petty, mean and vindictive god.
Anyway, during this long-ago conversation, my mother asked me how how she could let me know there was an after life if there was one. I told her to send me something orange. Orange is not a color I am fond of, and it is not a color I have much, if anything at all, of. I remember sitting on the edge of her hospital bed, watching her say to herself over and over, "orange" before she fell asleep.
My mother passed away that August. The following spring, about this time of year, my dog Ginger died. She was 17 years old. I was overwrought and terribly distraught at the loss of my dog, especially so close to the time I lost my mother. Ginger was an outside pet, but I had spent a lot of time going to the back door and talking to her. It took me a long time to stop watching for her to run up to the car when I came home.
Shortly after Ginger died, an orange cat showed up on the front porch. It was sick with distemper and had to be put down.
That was followed by a sandy colored (almost orange) dog. This was an older animal that seemed well-cared for, groomed, and smelling nice of powder. We put up flyers, called neighbors, and placed an ad in the paper (pre-Facebook, remember), but no one claimed the dog. This animal was obviously an inside pet, and we couldn't keep him because of my allergies, so we gave him to someone who wanted him. It bothered me that we couldn't find that dog's real owner.
Then it was June and my birthday came around. I was 38 years old. My friends took me to lunch, or came to my house and had lunch.
One friend brought me a rose bush for my rose garden. I planted it, and not long after, the bud that was already on it bloomed out.
It was a brilliant orange. It bloomed orange every year around my birthday up until about five years ago, when the bush died. By then, I think I had resolved most of my issues with my mother in my mind.
After the rose, I received no more orange. I received a black cat. The black cat appeared on my mother's birthday, when she would have been 57. It was a feral cat, and I would see it in the front yard often. There was no reason for the cat to hang around the house, as I did not feed it. It would have been better off at the barn, but it seemed to like the front yard.
I decided it was my mother. I thought this because my mother had been sure that my grandfather had come to my grandmother as a black cat after he died. The day of his funeral, when my grandmother went home, there was a black cat hanging around the porch. It stayed for a year, and disappeared on the day my grandfather died, never to be seen again.
Apparently this had happened with other deaths in the family and was a well-known conceit about the dearly departed in our lineage. Black cats come along after the dead are gone.
So I felt sure the black cat was my mother's final way of showing up. Sure enough, the cat hung around until August the following year, and then it stopped visiting. The next time I saw it was when my brother had his daughter a few years later. I caught a glimpse then of the black cat slipping through the yard at twilight, and I woke the next morning and went to see my new niece at the hospital even though at that time my brother and I were not in a good spot in our relationship and I wasn't sure I would be welcome. My sister-in-law expressed surprise at seeing me, but how could I not go?
After that, when I saw a black cat in the front yard, I expected something was up in the family. Usually it was. But I haven't seen the black cat since the rose bush died.
Thursday, April 15, 2021
Thursday Thirteen
1. The morning is an open arm waiting to embrace the day.
2. The leaves on the trees are coming out full speed; the grass is green, and the world is renewing.
3. Watching Spring reminds me why ancestors celebrated the end of winter and the coming of the new season. How can one not celebrate when the redbuds burst forth, and the dogwoods bloom?
4. My bird feeder is empty, as we stopped feeding the birds when the weather warmed, but still I see cardinals and red-bellied woodpeckers there, searching for a remaining seed. They need to eat nature's food now, though. I don't want fat birds!
5. Mick Jagger released a new video about being stuck in the pandemic. It's called Easy Sleazy. It's not a Rolling Stones song.
6. Speaking of pandemic, I am a week away from my second shot. Everyone tells me that once you're fully vaccinated, the anxiety lessens when you're out and about. I hope that turns out to be true in my case.
7. I had little reaction to the first shot, and am hoping for the same with the second. Fingers crossed!
8. Crossing your fingers for luck is a superstition, apparently one that comes from pre-Christianity. It isn't a common gesture in areas where there are Muslim, Buddhist, or other religions.
9. Do you believe in UFOs? That can be a religion, believing in things like that. Government can be a religion, too. Me, I soak it all in like a sponge. Some stays, some goes, most I forget.
10. Honoring the Earth Spirit seems to me to be the best part of any religion. Too bad we don't do that often enough anymore. Imagine if we simply thought of our planet as our home, and tried to keep her as neat and clean as we could. I'd sure like to see the end of industrial pollution.
11. My desk is polluted with papers. I need a clean-up day. I don't know where this stuff comes from, but it sure collects even though I'm not actively writing anything much at the moment.
12. Reading has become my go-to of late. Lots of books that aren't literature. Life is too hard for literature right now. These times call for Janet Evanovich.
13. I have a sign on my wall from a card. It says, "No one can stop you but yourself" - Liam Linisong. A friend sent me the card last fall. I don't think that's totally true - there are many things that stand in the way of people's lives - money, racism, misogyny, etc. Things do get in the way. Finding another course is not always easy. Some days the doors are all shut. Occasionally, one opens a crack. Looking for cracks right now.
Thursday Thirteen is played by lots of people; there is a list here if you want to read other Thursday Thirteens and/or play along. I've been playing for a while and this is my 702nd time to do a list of 13 on a Thursday. Or so sayth the Blogger counter, anyway.
Wednesday, April 14, 2021
I Need a Sign
I was able to feel comfortable for about a month and a half. That's how long it took the media to gear back up and decide to begin anew its rounds of horrific news.
Or maybe that's how long it took the news to become horrific again. Because we sent the children back to school, and the shootings started.
We've opened up the restaurants, and the Covid numbers rise.
The prejudice, bigotry, and hatred received a shot in the arm when the media reported on the former guy's vitriol at some Republican conference over the weekend. White supremacy still exists. Videos of Karens and Kooky Kens still pop up in my social media feeds. Don't these people ever tire of being mad, angry, and hateful?
I like nice. I like calm. I like quiet. A little peace goes a long way.
As a former news reporter, I find it difficult to ignore the news, to be uninformed, to not know what is going on around me.
Some days, though, I think being an ostrich would be a good thing. I know people who don't read the newspaper, who don't watch the TV news, who have no clue what is going on (although many of these people do seem to watch mostly FAUX news, so there's that. They're generally the angry ones.).
I try to check out all sides of issues. I watch snippets of Tucker Carlson on FAUX, even. He's just a mouth with an opinion, but many people seem to take his opinion as fact, so I listen to see what his problem is. He's like a thorn on a dying rose. He's pretty to look at, but nothing but prickles underneath.
I don't watch the news channels, except for the local news and occasionally CBS evening news. I read the local papers, the New York Times, the Guardian, The Atlantic, and other sources for news and opinions. I'd rather read than listen to the irritating grunts of talking heads.
Racism is a big question for me. Am I racist? I'm sure I am. I suspect everyone is to some degree. But to what degree? I'm not sure. I don't go around making a big deal out of different races, or call people names. Frequently I don't notice color. In my video games, nobody knows who is what race, sometimes not even what gender, because we all go by made-up names. We also don't talk politics at all, and so that's a good getaway for me. Do I imagine that I'm playing with people of all races? I hope so. But I don't know. We talk about the game and sometimes the weather.
The Blacks are again marching in Minnesota because once again a police officer shot a Black man. In Virginia, my lovely state, two police officers pulled over a military lieutenant who was black, handcuffed him and pepper sprayed him, and one of the officers has lost his job over this man's treatment. I don't know why this keeps happening.
Many people believe, myself among them, that if the rioters on January 6 at the U.S. Capitol had been mostly Black instead of white, they'd have been mowed down with guns the moment they stepped over some unspecified line.
This world has always been full of turmoil and hatred. Humanity is full of strife. It does not stop from generation to generation. It may change form, but it doesn't go away.
I'd like to think we're evolving into a better form of human, but the evidence indicates we're walking backwards, not forward.
De-evolving, as it were.
I'd like a sign that shows me I'm wrong in feeling so despairing about the state of this country and the world.
Tuesday, April 13, 2021
Friends
Ever since I learned that an old high school friend passed away, I've been thinking about friendship.
I do not think I am a good friend. I try hard to be a good friend, but I've had so many people pass through my life, I think it is safe to say that unless I am supposed to be learning an awful lot from a vast amount of people, many of whom I can barely remember, then I likely am not a good friend.
Many articles claim to know what makes a good friend. It depends on the person, the times, the types of people involved, though. I don't think one can make blanket claims as to whether this person is a good friend or a bad friend, although I just made such a claim about myself, I suppose. Everyone is different and so each relationship is different, and must be counted on its own merits. It does no good to try to compare people, one to another.
However, I have friends. Close friends. Acquaintances. Dear friends. Long-distance friends. Long-term friends. Friends with whom I once was quite close but now they're in another category. People come and go, sometimes quickly, sometimes not.
My friend from high school was not a long-term friendship in that we remained friends as adults. Friendly toward one another, yes, the few times we happened to meet, but not friends. She did not call me and I didn't call her. Many people I know from both high school and college fall into this category. We were friends, we would speak and be friendly if we saw one another in the supermarket, but we don't call, text, or much else. Maybe we make an occasional comment on a Facebook post, if that.
However, some of those relationships can turn. I was quite friendly with one of my high school teachers, and we have stayed in touch all of these years. For a long time we exchanged Christmas cards and that was the extent of it, but after she retired, we began to eat lunch together occasionally. We email and text. Sometimes we talk on the phone. It's a nice, easy relationship with no expectations, but I am always glad to hear from this person. She's also someone I turn to occasionally for advice.
I have over 500 Facebook friends. These people are not all my "friends." They are people I know. Some are people I barely know. Maybe I met them in passing, or I wrote an article on their great-aunt. Sometimes I'm not sure how I know someone, I simply recognize a name or face.
My husband and I are friends as well as spouses. I think friendship in a marriage is essential if the relationship is going to survive the inevitable up and downs of life. If you're not friends with the person you are in love with, what exactly do you have?
One of my longest friendship dates back to 1983. Leslie and I worked together, and co-workers in general are a class of friends in and of themselves. Generally, once you leave a workplace, those friendships end. Oh, there may be a phone call or two after you've left the building, but those relationships dissolve quickly. Fortunately, Leslie and I had a lot in common outside of work, and we've remained friends all of these years. There were times when we were not close, particularly when I was working in downtown Roanoke and attending college in the early 1990s, but we have always had a good friendship.
Other friendships continue but have changed. Walls went up, maybe on both of our parts, and there you go. Those walls are hard to bring down once they are in place.
I have another friend who is like a sister. We have known each other for about 10 years. I knew the moment we met that we would be friends. She's a helper friend, in that she likes to help out and is good in emergencies.
My brother is also my friend. It is a complicated relationship because we are siblings, but I consider him a friend as well as my brother. I can't say that about many other family members, that they are also my friends. Some are just the roles they have been assigned - aunt, cousin - whatever.
I have friends online, too. I have people I am in touch with that I met online back in the 1990s and still have some connection to, mostly through Facebook. These people are not "real life" friends, I suppose, but they are in my life. Peripheral friends, for the most part. I did have a daily communication with a person that I cared about deeply, but it seems to have ended. I guess in the end it was only a lot of words, and "I'm sorry" is not in her vocabulary.
Many people are incapable of apologizing, I've learned. This is generally true of men, but some women refuse to acknowledge any fault or otherwise confirm that they have contributed to an issue in a relationship. I assume always that I have a 50% share in whatever happens, but I don't take 100% credit for it anymore. At one time, I think I did that, I took on all the blame if a relationship failed, but it takes two to make or break a friendship. Response to incidents is everything.
My old friend from high school, the one who passed away, left me a note in my senior annual that said our relationship was "on thin ice" at the time she wrote. I do not remember issues between us. I only recall good times and adventures we shared, some of which were probably not the best idea at the time, but we were young and it was part of growing up in the 1970s. She also signed the entry in my annual as "Toots" and I never knew why, because not once did I call her that. Then I graduated high school and she was a year younger than I, and so we naturally grew apart.
I prefer it when relationships end on a good note. A general growing apart is acceptable because people change; the things we need from one another may change. No one person can be everything to someone, and people needs friends of all kinds in order to live a nice rounded life.
Part of what we've all been missing during this pandemic is the nice rounded life we had before, where we said "Hi" to the checkout clerk who wasn't a friend but who was friendly, or to the ladies in the book club that you haven't seen in over a year, with whom you are friendly but not exactly close friends, or anyone else for that matter because I've been stuck in my house basically since November 22, 2019, when my husband had his ankle surgery and then we went straight from that to a pandemic.
These are melancholy thoughts, I think. The pandemic has made me a little crazy, along with everyone else.
Sunday, April 11, 2021
Sunday Stealing
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