Earlier today I was looking in the mirror doing the hair fixing thing and the make-up applying thing, and I thought, I probably have a good 20 years left in me.
In 20 years I would not yet be 70. With luck (and a good diet) my health could be satisfactory. Hopefully, I would still have all of my marbles. Of course, one never knows about these things - I could go in the next five minutes. But barring that, 20 years seems reasonable.
And then I thought, what do I want to have accomplished in that time? Do I want to climb a mountain? Run a foot race? Be an astronaut?
Well, no, nothing so dramatic as that. I don't believe I have ever wanted to seek out new life and new civilizations and boldly go where no one has ever gone before.
Except in books.
Ah, yes, books.
In 20 years I could, conceivably, write 20 books. That's one a year. However, in the last 47 years, I have only written a single book, and it was never published. It has turned to dust in a drawer.
I have written parts of books in that time. And I have written (and published) about 2,000 articles. It's not a bad body of work, but it's not bound up nice and neatly.
It is not a book.
Heck, even my blog, which now has over 1,400 entries, counts as a somewhat significant body of work, wouldn't you say? I mean, that is a lot of words. As you know, I do not write short. That's probably something like two or three books. Maybe more.
In the next 20 years, I want to write books. Not just one book. A lot of books.
There. I said it.
Finally.
Now to overcome my fears, and make it happen. Time to kick my butt in gear.
Procrastination out the door.
Work on it one step at a time and it will get done. You can do it, don't let fear hold you back.
ReplyDelete20 years...why not 50? I was just telling my husband this morning not to worry that he is turning 50 next year because I believe 50 is the new 20! I'm excited to be your newest follower. Diane at blueridgegal sent me your way. We writers have to stick together.
ReplyDeleteI meant to say this here: I'm glad for what I have already written because as a new 60 year old, I already feel my motivation declining.
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